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The last week

It's not often i make a friends only post. but there are people with access to my livejournal who i feel would benefit from not seeing this.

I saw in Thursday by being carted off in an ambulance which i had called myself at about 1am.

This was after i'd been tipped over the edge by a housemate who had, earlier that day, been told to be careful around me because i was feeling very low at that time,after she finished i couldn't stop crying and just started eating tablets, i'd done the rest of my zopiclone, a sheet of feminax and the diazepam i had left and spent five minutes deciding if i should carry on or call an ambulance.... I opted for the ambulance option, which, i think, is why i'm still here......

I really didn't realise i was that close to the edge. Since i came out of hospital i have found myself losing four or five hours at a time when i've fallen into deep sleep suddenly that it's been very difficult to wake me from. this is starting to piss me off somewhat.

 

anyhow, i have to go..... more later

[EDIT] -20-08-2004- This journal entry has been unlocked and added to memories.

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serena_lesley
Dec. 23rd, 2003 10:08 am (UTC)
Hmm... try not to do that again, mkay? *hug*
azekeil
Dec. 23rd, 2003 11:08 am (UTC)
:S yes.
ev1ldonut
Dec. 23rd, 2003 11:44 am (UTC)
What they said... :S
lazrus_armagedn
Dec. 23rd, 2003 05:46 pm (UTC)
Perhaps you'd be best staying with some sensitive friends for a while ... away from your housemate
lunatic59
Dec. 31st, 2003 08:53 am (UTC)
I offer you a thought, not because, but in spite of the holidays. When the only thought in your head is to stop the pain, remember please that you are not the only person to ever go through this, and it will pass.
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