the problem with having been off the citalopram for so long is that i now have to start again at 20mg, wait two weeks then go up to 30 mg, wait two weeks then go up to 40mg. the amusing thing is, after sayingtome that i obviously know what i'm talking about, the doctor requested that i check back with them as i am ready to increase dosage just so they can keep tabs on my progress. She's given me a two month supply and wished me luck with it.
my life is currently, at best stressful. I seem to be doing nothing but upsetting people one way or another. I have a chance to leave the country, but after i got time to think aboutthis, i thought it was probably unwise to go to a strange country on nothing but a few promises without actually getting to know the guy first. i seem to have upset said guy too cos he is now uncontactable.
i'm not even going to start about paul. i'll save that one for a future rant.
i seem to have deeply upset pooka without even fucking realising it.