I was just having a conversation with someone on MSN and he was asking me about my relationship with Andy. This made me realise that I now have a very very special relationship with him.
He's the only person I can be totally open and honest with.
The only person I can talk to about anything.
The only person I can rely on to keep my head straight when everything around me is falling apart. And the only person on the planet I have NO SECRETS from.

For all the things in my life that are going wrong,
all the shit in my head,
for all that i am mentally fucked [probably beyond repair]
Not everyone has someone like that in thier life.

I just hope he realises how very very precious that is to me.


I only hope I'm half as good a friend to him.