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Aug. 1st, 2006

Going through a bit of an existential crisis at the momment.

feeling a bit lost. The human beings who created me don't seem to bohered about my existance.. My mother has told me i was a mistakeand my father is and always has been too fucking lazy to make the effort to even remember my birthday.

Me: You forgot again..
Dad: i knew it was someone's birthday.. i thought it was probably an ex untill i got your text (three days later)

Yeah, that was back in October... but it just about sums it up perfect-fucking-ly


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Aug. 2nd, 2006 03:20 am (UTC)
hey i'm kady
looking for some cool new LJ buds.
Well i think you seem really cool.
I added you.I would love if you added me back
Aug. 2nd, 2006 08:05 am (UTC)
Sure, whynot :)

How did you come across my journal?
Aug. 2nd, 2006 05:17 pm (UTC)
i found you through my interests
Aug. 2nd, 2006 12:39 pm (UTC)
:( *hugsyou*
Aug. 2nd, 2006 02:34 pm (UTC)
Birthdays suck. Its mine today and I've had depression for the last week over it. Hopefully will be better tomorrow.

Still, got the XBox so will go blow things up. I can highly reommend it for improving mood ;-)
Aug. 2nd, 2006 06:05 pm (UTC)
If it helps at all, my dipstick of a father forgets my birthday every year, and when he does remember we have a conversation that goes along the lines of
dad - "sooooooo it'll be your birthday soon wont it?"
me - "uh huh" (thinking go on dad lets see if you realise its tomorrow/last week etc
Dad - "and you'll beeeee *long pause while he waits for me to fill in the gap*

I very nearly managed to swing to 18ths and 2 21st's but my inante honesty got the better of me.

Then it goes
Dad - "i'll send you some money in january for your birthday and xmas" - (my birthdays the beginning of december)
Me - "yeah right"

End of january:
Dad - "oh I never did sned you anything for your birthday did I? i'll send something in the next few months"

Repeat every year for the last 10.
Its worse when he then tells me all the things he's done for my step sisters birthday etc.

*hugs* to you parents suck quite often!!
x x x
Aug. 2nd, 2006 08:56 pm (UTC)
Aaawww sweetie.

Think postive you have your wonderful boys & Orion who love you so much!

I lost my dad at 15 & have a strained relationship with my mum, I've gone years without contact. Then she suddenly pops up again. Spent most of last week trying to speak to her & she wouldn't answer the phone!!

Hugs Louise xx
Aug. 3rd, 2006 10:36 pm (UTC)
Sorry to hear this. All families are difficult. Hope you're feeling better. X
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