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Mar. 27th, 2002

Slghtly less introspective today. (well, I no longer want to take an ice cream scoop and scoop out my brain anyhow.) But only because i've been buisying myself with doing the 'dutifull Girlfriend' bit.

Last night I mothered his Jedi Knight 2 download for him, only a couple of problems, one of which wasn't really my fault & the other happened when we were asleep, so couldn't really be helped. And, as predicted, he's been playing Jedi knight 2 for seven hours now, and i'm feeling just a little attention starved ... but i don't mind Too much.
Earlier on I went to the supermarket to do a bit of shopping (on my own of course, he's just got JK2! Duh!) As well as getting the usual boring crap I bought home chocolate and coke, which seemed to please him :) (Also peanut M&Ms, which he loves) When he thinks he can drag himself away for long enough to eat i'll do us some food, and at some point i have to put some washing on.
That's all my day has been, but ont he bright side, he's a happy bunny, which is good as he can sometimes be a bit of an unknown quantity when he's not happy.


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Mar. 28th, 2002 02:04 am (UTC)
Argh! This post just so typifies the total lack of understanding that you CAN have a life of your own, that it doesn't HAVE to revolve around someone else. I was feeling happy for you when you talked to me about self-confidence - I really thought things were looking up.

Don't you see?

Anyway look if I've got the wrong end of the stick then prove it! Make some positive posts ;)
Mar. 28th, 2002 04:35 am (UTC)
The point is, i was busy busying myself. it wasn't about the fact that i'm letting my life revolve around him, it was making the point that i seemed to be having a welcome break from the confusion in my life at the momment
Mar. 28th, 2002 05:04 am (UTC)
Fair point. But you can see how it comes across?

I hope you can understand why it's unhealthy and why it's very difficult for eze... yeah I know it's because of your insecurities, which are really deep-seated and related to your past.

I also know however you're strong enough to get over them, given time. *hug*
Mar. 28th, 2002 05:06 am (UTC)
havn't you been reading any of my posts recently or something?
Mar. 28th, 2002 05:27 am (UTC)
Er yes.. That's WHY I made the comment on this post that you had seemed to forget all the progress that you'd been making.
Mar. 28th, 2002 11:17 am (UTC)
/me wonders if Azekeil is charging 16p per minute for this counselling service
Mar. 28th, 2002 03:28 pm (UTC)
not forgotten. muppet
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