Sneaky peek into the daily meanderings of Me.

Hmz .. thre seems to be a discrepancy on my firends page
This: isn't on mine - it appears to be locked from my view - which means, of course, that i can't reply to it...
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*jaw drops*

I seem to have very different views on some things than goddesssnoweh She speaks of smiting terrorists here -> http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=goddesssnoweh&itemid=64349 warning may make you angry.

I left quite a feisty comment, and I probably should have thought it through more. I got a hint of this in an earlier conversation http://www.livejournal.com/talkread.bml?journal=cryx&itemid=150757

I find it really weird that people I know can have *such* a different opinion to me.
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Well. Quite frankly i think it says it all that Linnette decided to lock this post so that i couldn't see it. That is censorship and not far off propaganda.

I'm shocked really linnette - how many other times have u blatently slagged me off on livejournal. You obviously think i'm a fucking idiot or something.

Andy has replied to my post with a much more thought about comment than i could have written - my post is anger fuelled and spontaneous - his comment put across exactly the sentiment i was trying to convay. Just because i'm not good with words doesn't mean to say i'm a fucking retard. Oh. Wait. That's right. I AM a fucking retard aren't i?? that's obviously how u see me anyhow.

Well. Finally seen what livejournal is all about - and it's no different to office politics or a fucking playground.
I also know that i don't give a shit what Any of you think of me anymore.
- before you ask, no, i'm not on something. but for all those that preach how bad drugs are and tell me how good i am for giving up..? - i wish i was. I wish i was on the strongest shit out there - and know what? i'd love it. i'd preach about it like it was my fucking God, AND i'd want more.
I'll still be here - i'll still be around, but i'm not putting personal crap on here anymore - because i don't know how much is going on behind my back - how many posts i've been locked out of. how much of my life has been made into a laughing stock, how many of my views have been pissed all over.
I don't care if ALL of you take me off your friends lists. I'll still be here - watching, commenting. This journal has changed purpose. I'm sick of being nice - u all obviously don't give a shit about niceness to me, why should i bother?

well - it's six am. i'm going to bed. or maybe i'll play some unreal 2. Fuck knows.

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