April 24th, 2003


Still Here

I'm still here.. just.

I've been two weeks without now, and if u have to ask what then you shouldn't be reading this. I'm eating constantly and just can't get it out of my head. Ho Hum.

I'm being helped tho - by a few ppl, mailny someone named Paul - or Taz - or PVC Man - long story, anyway, we've known eachother for a while from Castro's and have just started getting friendly with him outside of the club - lots of common interests and a penchant for recreational chemistry brought us together - and a liking for PVC and rubber seem to be keeping us there - Nuff Said.

the breakup process is still very painful - but i'm getting there. actually managed to go out in an 'on the pull' frame of mind not long ago!

well, that's enuff of me rabbiting for now. i'll see u all again soon no doubt.