I have kids now - how can i carry on the lie? as far as i am concerened i am NOT in control of my addictions because i let them rule my life EVERY DAY.
i don't know what's right.
I just know what i don't want them to have to deal with.
But aren't you better prepared for life if you know what to expect?
I never knew what to expect, so everything that hit me hit me like a steam train.
There is NO REASON i should trust ANYONE - Does that mean i should teach my kids the same?
I don't know what to do. I don't trust. Anyone. Even myself.
I'm so afraid i'll hurt them. I'm so afraid i HAVE hurt them.
I'm so afraid