bouncyI've been working hard, clubbing three times harder.
Life is great at the momment. Never get any time on my own which is great, i havn't been seriously depressed for three weeks now, since i started working and clubbing really hard. Learned how not to get depressed as a result of seretonin depletion now, which is really great too, and it doesn't mean dropping E's every day of the week either, that's a purely weekend thing now, and i keep clean and VERY healthy in the week with a combination od suppliments, food with vital minerals in for the brain and food for a healthy body too. My weight is stable and my sleeping is regular and good. The only thing i do have a problem with is emotions all over the place due to the contraceptive implant i have in, but other than what i'm doing to combat seretonin depleation there's not alot i can do about it.
I've been concluding my research into MDMA after finding a fantastic book in waterstones titled: This is ... Ecstasy. I'm going to get a copy for my mother for her birthday i think. It was published this year and is a TRUELY unbiased look at all things about the drug, the history, culture, politics and health among a few other interesting lil facts.
I also picked up a book in the same series about cocaine, and when i'm satisfied with my MDMA research i'm going to do the same in depth research into coke. I have actually been asked during conversations about ecstasy if i have a PHD. Hmz. Might be something to think about for the future, a PHD in pharmacology would be quite a nice thing to have. so would the Dr. before my name of course :p
I'm still doing the mixing as well, infact a very good mate of mine Tall Chris has leant me his laptop to use at work (I'm a receptionist for a shop, kinda like a sunbed center, and alot of the day is spent sitting about doing fuck all) Of course this also means i can do some work for my OTHER job while i'm there, for which Tall Chris is my boss. This job involves looking after the IT needs of ClubCastros, including support, upgrades and maintaining the website.
Of course I can't go without mentioning how great things are between me and my gorgeous blokey ATM. I think he gets cuter by the day. He has been really good, trying to show an interest in everything i'm doing and not getting too upset when i don't see him for days on end.
He's a sweetie and i Love him very much, I hope he remembers that always. I've been loathe to say this yet because i've said it before and it all goes horribly wrong, but I do want to be with him forever. As the beginning of this month marks the anniversary of the tragedy that happened in the states, so it also marks the first anniversary of Andy and I telling eachother we loved one another.
Andy - I love you deeply babe, and i always will. Happy Anniversary >Kiss<
Anyhoo, enuff of my rambling. Just letting u know i was still alive.
Stay Happy - Snow
