What am i talking about?
I'm talking about Taz. I found someone who listens to what i want and takes it seriously, no underhanded comments, no pushing the boundries for kicks.
i think the scene of me walking up to the library today would say it all really.
a girl with lots and lots of obviously dyed red hair in a full legnth leather coat, jeans and trainers walking down the road, head held high with a black vest top with the word DEVIANT accross the front in red and a staffy collar adjusted to fit Just Right™ round her neck.
At home i have a chain to go with said Staffordshire-Bull-Terrier collar (for behind locked doors and spank usage) and i have never felt so sure of myself, or so free. I found this strange untill it was explained to me that a preformer only feels free and right when he is on the stage. it's what i want deep down. it's where i feel i belong.
I'm sexually comfortable and at one with myself.
And it feels great.