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I'm starting to feel a bit neglected as a submissive again, maybe this is my fault, i don't know. Master doesn't seem to want to test, or train me, seems uninterested in punishing me for disrespect nor reward me for good behaviour.

as a result I'm feeling very, um, well, useless, lost, placeless. Its not a good feeling, even if i can't describe it. It makes me want to kick out against Him, to spark a reaction, but i'm starting to feel there would be little point.

i am at a complete loss as to what to do. :(


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Oct. 2nd, 2003 12:51 am (UTC)
Surely thats breach of contract? :-)
Have you asked him why? maybe he's just getting bored of the master/sub thing?
Oct. 7th, 2003 08:25 am (UTC)
Trust you to come up with that.......

I still say you are turning into a clone :p
Oct. 2nd, 2003 02:06 am (UTC)

Talking to him is probably a good idea though - communication is the corner stone of all relationships.

Oct. 2nd, 2003 08:05 am (UTC)
Lack of Results
You badly need to find a way to communicate this to your Master, remember that he isnt always able to antisipate your needs and sometimes needs a gentle reminder.

If you feel unable to verbally communicate with your Master then try writting a letter or a note
Oct. 2nd, 2003 10:10 pm (UTC)
Oh so sad when someone discards a perfectly good sub. If being neither good or bad doesn't get his attention, then you're going to have to be more obvious and even out of your element about it. If that too out of character for you to think about, then you can always follow my exact instructions involving the preparations for my arrival and your re-education.

Oct. 3rd, 2003 01:13 pm (UTC)
Hey ..
Hi Sam,

Dont know if you remember me, I am a friend of Serena's.
We used to be in touch on ICQ a few years ago, but since lost touch.
I was talking to Serena, and she told me you were on here, so here i am.
Hope you are well and things are going good.
Would love to chat with you on MSN some time if you are free.
Catch you soon,

Mar. 19th, 2004 04:04 pm (UTC)
Not bored. Just totally preoccupied.

My apologies.

I really need to get myself sorted.
Aug. 20th, 2004 07:49 am (UTC)
yeah - You never did, did You?

Bored OR preoccupied aren't the words i'd use.....
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