I'm starting to feel a bit neglected as a submissive again, maybe this is my fault, i don't know. Master doesn't seem to want to test, or train me, seems uninterested in punishing me for disrespect nor reward me for good behaviour.
as a result I'm feeling very, um, well, useless, lost, placeless. Its not a good feeling, even if i can't describe it. It makes me want to kick out against Him, to spark a reaction, but i'm starting to feel there would be little point.
i am at a complete loss as to what to do. :(
as a result I'm feeling very, um, well, useless, lost, placeless. Its not a good feeling, even if i can't describe it. It makes me want to kick out against Him, to spark a reaction, but i'm starting to feel there would be little point.
i am at a complete loss as to what to do. :(
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Have you asked him why? maybe he's just getting bored of the master/sub thing?
I still say you are turning into a clone :p
Talking to him is probably a good idea though - communication is the corner stone of all relationships.
If you feel unable to verbally communicate with your Master then try writting a letter or a note
SV
Dont know if you remember me, I am a friend of Serena's.
We used to be in touch on ICQ a few years ago, but since lost touch.
I was talking to Serena, and she told me you were on here, so here i am.
Hope you are well and things are going good.
Would love to chat with you on MSN some time if you are free.
Catch you soon,
Dave
My apologies.
I really need to get myself sorted.
Bored OR preoccupied aren't the words i'd use.....